Happy to have had that chance meeting…
Sad that time was too quickly fleeting…
Heart that is silently screaming,
Emotions that are ever depleating
A senario that is ever repeating
Feelings that are written, unworthy of reading
Heartbroken
The sight of your silence
It's deafening to my heart
Reality checks
I'm not sure if I am awake,
It feels like some strange sleep state...
No longer can I divide my realities from my dreams...
Yet still have no clue as to what that actually means...
Perhaps it's all just an illusion inside whats left of my head, all of it..
Or maybe none of it, instead... I'm no longer sure of what's real...
so naturally I now question everything... to cope, to deal
The only thing I've found with that are new endings...
I need to find a new beginning.
Am I a monster? Simply draped in this human skin?
I'm my own worst enemy, almost comfortable with the empty within...
I often wonder if I'm already dead...
If only I could move past all of this dread.
Depression
It washes in like the tides
Engulfing all light
Submerging the beacons
The posts of hope
Gone into the black abyss
To live in a silhouette
Chapters
Certain people in this world,
I knew our time was fleeting,
Yet I had no idea our chapter would have been so brief.
I no longer know you,
But I remember your energy and the way you felt to me.
I just might have loved you instantly,
Forever,
In that moment of time you are frozen,
You are un-fleeting,
You are mine
Trapped
Trapped
Yet with no cage in sight
Shrouded in darkness
But standing in the light
Alone
Even when in a crowd
Silence
Yet the noise has never been so loud
Scared
In the safety of love
Hopeless
There's no help, even from above
Hollow
But with a life so full
Decaying
In this life, repeating, null
Colors
Do you see them?
The swirling, twisting, twirling of the colors
Do you see the colors mix matching to make a picture?
A feeling?
Do you see the colors all around us making life so beautiful?
Colors are all around us, we are colors.
I do not know why we have these beautiful things
Called colors, but I am soon to find out
I know who I am…
Who are you?