My high

When I'm on an emotional high,

there isn't a thing I wouldn't do

to get the people around me,

Ripped and flying on that high too!!

Be happy!

Even if it's just for a day,

Smile

Enjoy that moment, because it will fade away.

Love,

Because we all need a little to get through.

Acknowledge,

That you build your life, continue to do the best you can do.

See,

All the beauty, in all the places of the world that you can get to.

Inspire,

you never know who you could save, or who could be saving you.

-s.hillyer

Stay, please.

Someday I will be gone, possibly sooner than any of us think

Then maybe, that day, you might feel something positive for me

Agonizing moments of self reflection, extending outward for a hand to grasp

You'll mainly have yourself at that time and feel free at last…

Point every finger you have, at me

Leaving, sometimes is the only thing I've ever felt “should be”, at least for me…

Everytime, nearly, that I've asked for help it has fallen upon deaf ears…

And I've spent so long screaming for it, literally years…

Silence, so many years left in the dark, simply searching for that spark.

Eventually I'll find the strength to be alright, if I can just stay another day, not give up on this fight

KJR2

Happy to have had that chance meeting…

Sad that time was too quickly fleeting…

Heart that is silently screaming,

Emotions that are ever depleating

A senario that is ever repeating

Feelings that are written, unworthy of reading

Reality checks

I'm not sure if I am awake,

It feels like some strange sleep state...

No longer can I divide my realities from my dreams...

Yet still have no clue as to what that actually means...

Perhaps it's all just an illusion inside whats left of my head, all of it..

Or maybe none of it, instead... I'm no longer sure of what's real...

so naturally I now question everything... to cope, to deal

The only thing I've found with that are new endings...

I need to find a new beginning.

Am I a monster? Simply draped in this human skin?

I'm my own worst enemy, almost comfortable with the empty within...

I often wonder if I'm already dead...

If only I could move past all of this dread.

Depression

It washes in like the tides

Engulfing all light

Submerging the beacons

The posts of hope

Gone into the black abyss

To live in a silhouette

Chapters

Certain people in this world,

I knew our time was fleeting,

Yet I had no idea our chapter would have been so brief.

I no longer know you,

But I remember your energy and the way you felt to me.

I just might have loved you instantly,

Forever,

In that moment of time you are frozen,

You are un-fleeting,

You are mine